Honour Guard

I’ve not updated in a few days. I have this for want of a better word, ‘thing’ where I find it difficult to update when I don’t have anything positive to say. Sometimes I feel like I spend so much of my time on the internet arranging shoots, sweet talking photographers etc etc. so when I don’t have something positive to say, I say nothing.

Sunday night two of my friends came round and we talked into the early hours. It’s one of my favourite things to do. I was trying to explain to some one today (but they didn’t get it, they never do) that I operate between the hours of 2pm to 6am. I sleep for 8 hours from 6 til 2. I always have, I just prefer those hours of the day. This usually prompts people to hurl insults at me, which include jibes about being a student (I haven’t been a student for 3 fucking years). But yeah, I love staying up and talking into the early hours, it’s when my head feels clearest.

I’ve been doing speed runs on resident evil 4. right now ive got it down to 2 and a half hours but I’m sure I can get it down more. Ive also been checking out every resident evil 5 trailer under the sun, it looks wicked and I can’t wait til next march. I remember when resi 4 came out. I woke up on the day it came out, got dressed, ran downstairs, ate breakfast and started to leave when my mom asked where on earth I was going, I told her to buy resi, she thought it was weird I was up early. I went into work to buy it, at the time I worked in a computer game shop. I got tons of discount as I remember, I still have the receipt tucked in the box, but its faded now. When I got it home, I made some cheese toasties and played it at full blast much to the annoyance of my mom. But resi 5, looks totally sweet.

Ive not been doing much fucks for bucks recently. Work can be slow for a g/g performer, especially one with a bad attitude haha. Sometimes I have a reputation for being outspoken but its only cos I care about the work I produce. If I think something looks played out I’ll say it could be done differently, I just don’t think it’s ‘my place’ sometimes to say these things, but fuck it, I’ve always had a gob on.

Currently Im working on my own project with Adam, we have all these top secret plans for world domination that we are hoping to put into action fairly soon. Its so nice to work with someone who gets it but isn’t afraid to correct me if they think things could be better.

In other news, I’m currently in escort and escort readers wives and apparently im in finally legal in America in January. Hahahahaha, I could hardly believe it when Dave told me, finally legal??? I think the age of consent over there is 18, people must be fucking frustrated!!! But in the UK its 16, which means ive had almost 10 years of legality haha. I cant wait to see the pics though, I’ve not seen any of them yet, I’ve not managed to see escort in any of the shops so far.

Until next time though, farewell.

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